So, my clerk came and told me that i have 49 days of annual leave to clear up, and she forced me to take holidays… So i decided to take some seriously long break :p

I can’t even imagine that i’m actually a workaholic…. those who know me last time in school or college…. i’m kinda lazy, procrastinating, slow kind of person ( well i’m still that kind of person) but now when i look back, i actually didn’t take much break /MC /leave for past 2 years… My clerk told me, i only take leave 3 times in this year. Even during weekend i’m busy working locum in hospital and clinics… So now, i really have to take a break, not just my clerk, My boss also ordered me finished my leave :p

So, i’ve decided to take 2 WEEKS break in every months from October till December. Even so i still have 20++ days left. So i will have 50++ leave next year after carriy forward!!!

I’ve already planned my holidays, and it’s starting this Friday! Well I’m heading Kelantan for a medical training course which last 3 days; after that i will be driving to Terengganu for a diving trip at Pulau Lang Tengah ( if u never heard of this island…… don’t bother, the less people know the better :p)

As for November and December… well I’m not confirm my holiday plan yet will updates u guys ok? if u have any good suggestion do let me know

YES! DOCTOR DO GET SICK! I do not need to emphasis this again!

I’ve been sick for the past 3 days. Initially just mild dizziness and lethargy, and the symptoms getting worse. I feel like I’m floating in the air, and my hands are so heavy. Then i have these joints pain… bone ache.. not much of muscle ache… it was so severe until i can’t open a mineral bottle cap! Of course i’m having fever too, but it’s not that high grade at all, but i’m having the chillest chill and rigorous rigors in my life! Feel like i’m staying in antartica with a t-shirt and short pants. My peripheries turn blue and feel numb, resulted from vasoconstriction… Later on, sorethroat come along… it is so painful, you can’t even take hot drink, or swallow food
 

Eventhough i’m sick, i still have to work; locum at hospital during weekend. And the best thing is hospital’s central aircond is freezing. Luckily the medicine did help, if not i have to admit myself to ward :p Hopefully my judgement was not impaired too :p

Now feeling much better. Yesterday was the worst. Not just i was suffering from all the symptoms, but i can’t sleep at all! Physically i was tired, but my brain was fully alert. My eyes open for the whole night; and till now. Not even a nap. I think it’s the virus did this to my brain…

I’m very sure I’m having a flu, but i think it is the most virulent strain of flu i ever have. (not to mention, my area used to be bird flu pandemic area). I think for the past week I’ve been working non-stop and lack of rest, some more seeing many cough and flu patient, making my body vulnerable to disease. Well, doctors job is highly hazardous, we constantly exposed ourselve to many diseases, radioactive, fluid, chemical….. so standard precaution is very important, but physical and mental wellbeing are equally important to protect ourselve from diseases.

So, after getting well,  i will eat more vegetable, rest more, and do more exercise ;)    ( i wish….)

Eventhough is Hari Raya, and everyone is enjoying the holiday, I have to stay back and on call, because i’m the only non-muslim here, obviously.

Staying back during Raya is not that bad though, at least i can relax and do something which i longing to do… like, blogging?? :p and spring cleaning?? ( still in progress). No need to stuck in traffic jam, no need to spend money… But still have to see quite alot of patients during oncall, mostly sakit perut (Told you so many time don’t eat too much kuih raya and lemang and rendang but never listen…)

I also managed to visit around the kampung, mostly my staff’s houses and few patients. Gulped many kuih-muih and rendang and lemang ( Kampung style rendang is REALLY REALLY good, and organic too :p) Still expecting more to come :p

During this festive season, i would like to take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness if I’ve done anything wrong. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin

Good bye my dear, i bid you farewell…

Thank you for being my faithfull companion for past 6 years.

Together, we’ve been through 280,000km of journey of bittersweet.

People beside me changes all the time; only you stay with me always.

You are so patience with me, despite my constant abuse and manipulation.

We been through few tragic moments together, each moments had made us stronger.

You’ve complete me, my dear.

I will miss you…

Good bye, my dear.

To my kelisa, limited edition.

I just love rainy day….

It’s been raining everyday for the past one week…

Now at night, still drizzling…

Weather is windy and cold…

Listening to the symphony of crickets, Frogs acapella…

Drinking hot tea, listen to musics…

Datyime very few patients because of raining….

Oh i just love raining days!

I just purchased an awesome new car for myself. the dealer said it will be ready within one month. But now already 1 month and 5 days, still no news about my car…

I’ve been dreaming of driving my new car since last week. As time goes by, the feeling of excitement has become rather torturing… it’s like somebody tickling ur sole yet you can’t do anything! 

I can’t wait for another day, not even a minute! going to give my dealer piece of my mind tomorrow….

I encountered these kind of people everday… especially Monday. People can come out millions of idea to cheat MC. Some of them do have brilliant idea and flawless acting skill, but most of them are just simply lame…. and they thought their doctor doesn’t know!

Here are the lame excuses that i’ve seen… i’m sure you have tried some of them right? :p

10. Doctor, I got fever la… (check temperature, no fever at all). Ooh i took panadol yesterday. (then you are cured! no need MC..wahahah)

9. Doctor, very headache, very dizzy la… cannot walk straight.. (but after got MC, can run out clinic)

8. Doctor, my whole body ache, bone ache, stomach ache… ( I think you got very serious illness and i’m calling ambulance to send you to hospital…)

7. Doctor, i had an accident 1 week ago, my hand /leg/ back still very pain ah ( but for the past whole week you can work ah) oh suddenly today very pain, cannot tahan so i decided to see doctor. ( ……)

6. Doctor, bad sorethroat, coughing non stop..ehek ehek!!

5. Doctor… today wake up suddenly my eyes very blur.. cannot see things properly (Later on he returned and point to me that i wrote his name wrongly by one alphabet in the MC)

4. Doctor today i’m having menses la (pengsan! since when normal menstrual become a sickness..)

3. Doctor i’m not feeling well…. eh just not well la… definitely will be sick later ( wow you can predict when u will be sick… can you predict whether you will got your mc or not?)

2. Doctor i woke up late so i need MC ( Brave, honest yet… stupid)

1. Doctor I was sick just now but now feel better. My boss order you to write me a MC… Oh he know I’m sick (Oh really? let me call your boss first…..)

I just found out it’s been 1 year and 4 months since i blogged. Oh My God… time fly so darn fast…

Yes yes I did mentioned blogging sucks blah blah blah (and i still think that way), nevertheless, it is a good way to update people about your current situation, and to share your thoughts. So what the heck, Let’s Blog!

Just hope this is not another tahi-tahi ayam…

Everyone keep on asking me why never update my blog?

"Write something, so we know what happened to u" they said

"Why u never update your blog? I regularly blog every 3 to 4 days you know…" another blogger-proud-to-be said >:(

Maybe i’m too darn lazy to blog…

Maybe I have nothing to write in my blog…

Maybe I have too much thing in my mind that blogging simply can’t express my feelings..

Or maybe i rather eat, sleep and do other mindless things than trying to squeeze my juiceless brain to write something about myself after one hell of working day.

But still, i need to write something write… don’t want to disappointed my dear fellow fans.. :p

I’m fine by the way.

I think it’s inevitable whenever and whereever u work, u will always stuck with some self-centred, ignorant irresponsible egoistic self-rightous moron who make your miserable life more miserable. They will always leave MANY unfinished work for you to settle, or just order you to do so and so for their own benifit. Sometime u really have no choice but to finish all the job, but most of the time is you just simply refuse to be one of them. Of course your chances of being scolded or screwed up things are high, because the more things you do, the more mistake u will make. Argh!

Of course it sound very shitty, but think about it : the more you do, the more experience uyouwill gained, and if u able to face it, it will only make you stronger and tougher.  Sooner or later people will know who is the one with real quality ;)  (I think this is a very lousy way for self-motivation right :p)

Anyway, life is plain and dull recently, not much of excitement as all my excitements happened in labour room..haha. Festive seasons are coming soon, but i guess i will be celebrating it with my dear patients and fellow pregnant women :p Still i won’t miss the chance of playing tanglung and eating mooncake for the coming mid-autumn festival. Wish everyone a wonderful festive season and don’t get sick or pregnant! :p